My crush... that isnt Pete... lol. His name is Brian. He is 17 and goes to my school. He is in the popular kids group. I really like him but i dont think he knows i'm even alive (sad thing is i sit in front of him in one of my classes). My buddies say i should just talk to him but i just don't want to end up hurt... again. Everytime i start to talk with someone i like or get enough nerv to they some how find out i like them then its awkward and he tells me or a friend that i'm not good enough fir them. Lets just face is i'm not am atractive person, so that stops guys from getting to know who i am. Well yeah i don't think i have any chance with him and i don't think he'll ever like me. I get so nervous around him i feel like puking and sometimes i shake uncontrably. i don't know why I'm that nervous around him i have always been shy around boys i like but never like this... Well yeah thats all for right now... Bye...
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