Wow, Grow up.

MESSAGE TO THOSE EX FRIENDS!

Becarful you can't count on each other. I know doesnt seem truthful comeing from me since I DITCHED YOU GUYS! funny since I NEVER DID! ANd Kyrie come say this shit to my face... or are you afraid? You guys seriously need to grow up instead of starting shit with me. Just leave me alone plan and simple. You don't need to talk shit since i'm not going to be there next year. I am going to school with a REAL friend. Yeah thats right a REAL friend I actuall have three REALLY one of a kind friends and no matter what i know the'd be there for me unlike you guys. I know this for sure. I DO NOT need you guys at all. and Kyrie i know you say "I don't need you either." then shut up and stop talking to me in gym. DUH! And i guess i am that important that you need to keep talking about me huh? Am i really that popular. Well thank you. ^.^

Remember GROW UP! And if you have somethng to say then SAY IT TO MY FACE!

........ *sigh* ........

Yeah... right...

Well....

Next year good bye MHS, I am transferring to the MET. I'm all souped!!!

Whats wrong with People? like seriously! Myk and Kyrie are starting lies about me, yet I'm the one with no friends in my fucking school? They are saying how I ditched THEM when they have been ditching me and i finally git sick of it. Dude i seriously DO NOT CARE if you want to be my friends or not, but that doesn't mean to say SHIT about me that isn't even true! I'd rather be alone then friends with lying assholes! I think they think i am just dying to be their Friend again HAHA funny because no i could careless! And why do you have to make sure i know? Just leave me alone and I'll leave you alone, like a mature way to handle it instead of starting shit to see how angry i get. Stop acting like children and just grow up!

The kid i like randomly tapped me shoulder today than ran into a wall. O.o He is silly.

Stiil fucking lonly...

They say friends are there for you till the end... not always. Specaily if you are friends with most of my friends. They treat you like total shit but then expect you to still see them as bestfriends. Its pretty sad... Today was the worst day of my fuking life... i felt mad lonly all day. No one cares though, no one ever cares. I feel like a pile of shit. And my friends the ones who treated me like crap today know this. I am now a loner in school. But hay in gym one of them act goody goody to me, Whys that? You can only have one friend at the time? or because your "real" bestfriend that STOLE my crush, and lies none stop wasn't there?

My only true friends i don't even go to school my school. Ashley, Inks and Rose are thoose friends. Inks moved away and i only see her on weekends, Ashley lives in Ohio, and Rosie goes to the Met.

I told my mather i wanted to transphere to somewhere... anywhere else, and she pretty much doesnt care shit. She was like "I didn't have much friends either." she said MUCH i don't have ANY. Believe it or not i am social... but not around new people.. I'm shy because peopel usally jugde me too fast. If i get to know you though i'm very talkitive when i'm in good moods. But most of the kids in my schol already hate me for no reason.

So yeah my life can't get any worse right now... I don't even want those people as me friends (The peopel who treayed me like crap) but if i wasn't their friend i'd have no one... i'm a sad little girl... I want to transphere with ALL MY HEART! and get the HELL out of that Hell whole. Not like anyone would miss me...

lonly...

School seriously sucks... most of the time i feel lonly. People wonder why i get depressed a lot yet they do shit to me to make me feel like crap. It's like my OWN friends can sometimes careless about me. I cry a lot in school too. They don't even notice it... or just don't care. seems like my life is going from ba dto worse. I walked down that delightful hallway to english and looked over to see my ex smuching some other girl. I'm over him and all that jazz but he'd NEVER in a MILLION years kiss me or shown any feelings for me around others; actually scratch that, ATT ALL! He just dated me in pity. No one ever really shown they cared for me. I dont matter to most people. I can't remember what a REAL friend is... besides Ingrit...

Peopel wonder why i don't trust esily and hate most peopel i just meet. It's because i had friends... a lot of friends who seemed so caring, so nice but only in the end stabbed me in the back... It makes me feel lower about myself then i already do... I'm aware i'm not pretty... or that smart... but for once, just once i want to meet someone who ACTUALLY cares... not just wants something or play with me like a popet. Like Spenser pretending to like me just so i'll get hurt more when he picke dthe prettier girl, Mykaila. She always says though "Drop it already." but she doesnt get it. That really really hurt me... he PRETENDED to like me to play with my heart like im not a human. Sick and twisted ASSHOLE. so if Myk you read this. I'm not going to EVER for get what he did to me. You know how much i have been hurt by STUPID guys and that was sick what he did to me.... Forgeing it is just like being raped and someone say "Forget it" you can't forget your rape... or a broken heart.

Peopel give me shit about looking up to Pete. I just want to be like him, so carefree and so amazingly nice. To me he is this like GOD. i know he is only a human but what he has down with his life and just being an average boy living in Chicago just inspires me. How can someone that amazing actualy excist?

Happy Valentines day.. well day after Val. day

HAPPY V.DAY! and yes thats Pete wentz. ^.^

I actually HATE valentines day! it just gives people another reason to feel like crap because they can't get someone to fucking like them. I think Val. day is a worthless crappy holday. It sucks! Every year i don't have a val. and i'm always in a bad mood. Since boys SUCK! my last bf was a ASS HOLE! so my love life sucks ASS! ok now i'll shut up...

sweetness times one thousand.....

I want this!! Like BADLY! I cant wait till it comes out. Hopfully my Petey Boo will put in on his website so i can order one. I'd kill to get it its so cute!

"out very soon. clandestine dino fruit snacks thermal. perfect travel gear for the airplane as pictured. thumbholes and cuddly." ~Pete Wentz

Cuddly? AWWW I love Pete Wentz! lol

Friends are like condoms, they are there for you when things get hard...

WHOOOOT what a day. OK Kyrie is mad at me for like no reason JUST because i stated my own opinion and she got this attitude and i told her to screw off. So i was sitting alone and Amy told me to sit with her and her friends at lunch... so i did. I wasn't completely alone today. To be honest it doesn't bug me to much to not be friend with Kyrie. I found out i would probably have A LOT more friends if Kyrie wasn't my friend. Kyrie seems like she always has to bring me down too. Its really sad. She should get a life instead of hurting her friends. I know if she reads this blog she may hate me even more then she does now but you know what i don't really care. I know that sounds mean... OK it is mean... BUT she thinks she is this amazing person everyone loves but to be honest no one really likes her they are only nice to her. Once again i am being mean I don't mean to sound evil... but I'm like so mad at this girl for getting mad at me for saying my opinion. It's down right horrible!

Here are some awesome friends!

Inks!!

This is me hugging Mykaila... cant you feel the love? haha.

Rose!!

Hey Thor You were our only friend and i know this is belated, WE LOVE YOU BACK!!!

Thor Is my bestest friend (i know bestest isn't a word) BUT i love him more then anyone. I ACTUALLY talk to me dog like have confos with him... of course he doesn't respond but i like talking to him. It makes me feel safe when I'm with him... I know corny huh? but at least i know he wont judged me for just being me... like most people do... He likes me for who i am... he doesn't care what i look like, how i dress, or how i act. He just loves me for being my self and that's the best kind of friendship i know of! With out him i don't know what i would do. He is my best friend and my dog! yeah i said it he is my doggy but he is also the most amazing friend you could ever make! Listen to Zabomafoo! "GO MAKE AN ANIMAL FRIEND TODAY!" haha.

Save a Bass lick a bassist...

Ello, today for some odd reason i was in a good mood. I don't know why... there isn't much that happened today to blog about... I don't even know why i am posting this pointless blog post... I'll make is interesting though...

OK Here are some bass's i think are totally sweet! Since my guitar is broken, and I'd like a new bass over a new guitar any day... so here are some i like. Well its only two... but that's OK...

This guitar has the sweet skull on it!

• Contoured Body made from Agathis

• Bolt-on C-Shape Maple Neck

• 12” Radius Rosewood Fingerboard

• 34” Scale Length• Black Hardware

• 22 Medium Jumbo Frets

• Master Volume and Tone Controls

• Machine Heads 2-Over 2-Under Die-Cast Mini Tuners

I think the best bass is this one! lol.

If you are a mad Pete Wentz fan... OK or just a tiny Petey fan. You most likely or SHOULD know about his signature bass. Which is the bass i mainly want cause its insane!

• C-Shaped Neck made from Maple

• Agathis Body• 34-Inch Scale• Chrome Hardware

• 20 Medium Jumbo Frets

• Standard 4-Saddle Bridge

• Red Shell Pick guard

• Standard Open-Gear Tuners

• PB105 Split Single-Coil Pickup, Designed by Duncan

I'm weak...

My crush... that isnt Pete... lol. His name is Brian. He is 17 and goes to my school. He is in the popular kids group. I really like him but i dont think he knows i'm even alive (sad thing is i sit in front of him in one of my classes). My buddies say i should just talk to him but i just don't want to end up hurt... again. Everytime i start to talk with someone i like or get enough nerv to they some how find out i like them then its awkward and he tells me or a friend that i'm not good enough fir them. Lets just face is i'm not am atractive person, so that stops guys from getting to know who i am. Well yeah i don't think i have any chance with him and i don't think he'll ever like me. I get so nervous around him i feel like puking and sometimes i shake uncontrably. i don't know why I'm that nervous around him i have always been shy around boys i like but never like this... Well yeah thats all for right now... Bye...

Hate me Break me....

Exams suck! OK well its exam week and i hate exams for many reasons. One is that like NONE of my lunches have any friends in it i think only tomorrow i have lunch with Kyrie and that's it. Whoot exams SUCK! i feel so emo sitting at my table... My crush kept looking at me though... he was probably thinking about how emo and depressing i look sitting there by myself. Yeah so i hate exam week. Oh and Mr. Burns said shit to me about last Friday because he sent me out to the Deans office for going on AOL.com when every one else were on different websites. So he called the Dean to even come get me saying i wasn't signing off the computer WHEN I WAS! so i got up and walked out because he pissed me off. I walked to the bathroom and chilled in there. lol. Then Mr. Burns said to me today "I heard you didn't go to the deans, am i right?" and i looked at him and i couldn't help but have a wise smile and said "yeah you are right" then he shut right up and turned away in his set.

Breaking hearts never looked so cool...

OK, most people think i love Pete Wentz for his looks and that's it. I just want everyone to know that's not why i like him. Yeah he is hot in my opinion... OK freakishly hot...like the hottest man i ever saw, but that's not why i like him. I am a deeper person then that. I like him for his lyrics and what he does. It's pretty amazing to me that a boy like him from Chicago made something of his life. He does for a living what i would LOVE to do. He is so modest thinking he isn't that good. He is being himself and to me that's the most inspiring thing i ever heard. Pete is my idol! Screw you if you don't see that. He is a deep and sweet, he is part of invisible Children. If that's not the most amazing thing in the world then i don't know what is. Pete to me is a great man. He is everything i want to be when I'm older... Minis the Penis.


























To be honest i don't care what you have to say about this man too. I hear a lot of haters bringing him down. It's pretty sad you read his blogs if you hate him so much then say shit about him. If you don't like him then just mind your own shit and go read about "Zac Effron" or whoever. I don't want to force my views and my shit about Pete onto other people. If you don't like him i shrug it off and say "Yeah OK, i don't hate him, i love the dude! but whatever" But then most people cant except the fact i have my own opinion and have to bitch about me liking Pete, Fob's music and whatever I'm into. Just screw off! its really sad you have bring others down to feel better about your self. its really really sick. Pete Wentz in my eyes can do no wrong. To me he seems like a deep passionate artist that no one understands or few understand... kind of like me. To me he is a great person. I always hear every day even by my own friend. "I don't like him" even when i say one little thing about him. She never read SHIT about him or read his blogs and shit. So i always think "She has a nerve" I SERIOUSLY DO NOT CARE WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY ABOUT THE FACT I LOVE FALL OUT BOY, ANDY, JOE, PATRICK, AND PETE!!! They are all amazing in my eyes and Pete's Lyrics really speak to me. so if you are not into FOB or Pete just don't search him just so you can tell his fans how much you hate him since... no one will listens. I don't see why people even try. What you have nothing better to do with your life then make fun of a great man since he isn't afraid to be different and also doesn't care shit if you are a bitch to him? Well yeah don't bitch at me or him for thinking he is the best thing since air, have you ever heard "if you don't have something nice to say then don't say anything at all." take that advice and SCREW OFF!

I'm watching you... (stalker, haha)

Well thats Pete Wentz's new Clandestine hoodie thats coming out this spring. I want that shit! its mad sexy! It is greyish and has the clandy logo on the front and bug eyes on the hood. now thats the sexyest hoodie i ever did see. Pete Wentz's clothing line has the best cloths!

Fist post

Pictures of me....

yeah i know I'm not that attractive...

yo, this is my first post of my blog... i am just going to talk about who i am. I am 16 years old and my names Amanda. I absolutely LOVE Pete Wentz! I love animals and would give my life to save one. I am just your average emo/punk girl that gets annoyed easily, mostly by people who are picking on others or think they are better then someone else. I ACTUALLY care for others (mostly animals) someone once told me "You care to much for other people its not right, That's why you are always depressed." OK i am sorry i have a heart. The dude that said that shit to me also told me he doesn't care about how polar bears are dieing and suffering everyday. He was an Ass! Well... I like to write. I write stories, poetry, and songs. I play a little guitar and a little drums but i want to learn bass. My friends and I are starting a band... We aren't that good... but its something we love doing. Music is my life... My favorite band is Fall Out Boy, Pete Wentz is my idol! Oh and i love his doggy Hemingway! talk about ADORABLE! well... that's all i can say right now... I'll try to keep whoever cares for what i have to say (that's not going to be much) updated... Yeah I'm not that important but whatever....